You’re trying to fit in. You’re an outcast with no reason as to why. You’re lonely, but you have no say in the matter. You try and speak up, they just call you crazy, they treat you like you’re dreaming. I wish I was dreaming, because I know it would be better then what I’m living now. The only real choice I have to cover up the emptiness, is “acceptance.”
If I could just live 6 months without having some relstionship blow up in my face, I would give everyone I know a dollar. Hasn’t happened yet. So no fucken dollar fo you.
My problem is simple. I just suck at life. I can’t do shit right. I can’t retain relationships. Don’t fit in. Everytime I try something new, it blows up in my face…
I’m just gonna crawl back in my shit hole and stay there. See yah bitches….
Bon dance. #vscocam
I have been talking to a lot of people who are trying to find there “perfect person.” Saying they wanna be with someone who they just “need” to be with, or they would just “die” without. Myself, I think its not about what you need, or would die with out, but someone you simply really want. You have the ability to live without them due to yourself being sufficient, but that could change your life forever so you want to keep them as close as possible.
Idk, just a small observation.